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Your text message have been sent [updated]

12.29 p.m.
"Daddy, I'm sorry."

-Sandy-


Sent the text. Switched off my phone right after.

Don't know what I'm more afraid of:

the reply,

or the seeing no replies even after I switched on the phone later.

Allah help me.

***

4.00 p.m. 

He replied.

"Ok, study sampai grad Dr."

My reaction:

Stare at the phone for a few minutes.....

"...What?"

o_O

What just happened?

This feels weird. Totally unexpected.
 
Nonetheless, alhamdulillah(?). 





"Sometimes we can't just say "Allah has a better plan for us." 
We have to believe He does."
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  1. AnonymousJune 26, 2012 at 12:34 PM

    You are my inspiration sister. hang in there.

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  2. UnknownJune 26, 2012 at 3:00 PM

    Assalamualaikum Farah,

    I read all your posts silently. My duaa will always be with you, InsyaAllah.

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  3. dzuftJune 26, 2012 at 3:59 PM

    :(

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  4. UnknownJune 26, 2012 at 10:29 PM

    Alhamdulillah and thanks for the update. Tumpang gembira.

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  5. zuluuniformlima100June 27, 2012 at 1:37 AM

    yeay.. alhamdulillah

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  6. dzuftJune 27, 2012 at 9:02 AM

    yayy. Alhamdulillah (no question mark).
    when i commented earlier, it was before the 4 pm update. happy for u.
    bet he missed and thought of u often too :)

    keep in touch with him often. lama2 inshaAllah lembut la hati dia.. ameenn

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  7. najwa_ipKBJune 27, 2012 at 9:09 AM

    Allahuakbar.. Allah jua yang memegang hati manusia. Moga terus kuat dalam pertahan iman akak :)
    p/s : Sudah nampak 'sinar mentari' yang Allah sembunyikan buat akak sebelum nie.
    - Najwa_IPGKKB

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  8. The Rocking HijabJune 27, 2012 at 12:40 PM

    inshaAllah...

    (masih terkejut sampai hari ni)

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  9. AnonymousJune 27, 2012 at 7:32 PM

    alhamdulillah. Alhamsdulillah. Alhamdulillah.
    Happy for you ;)

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  10. ateyyyyJune 27, 2012 at 8:05 PM

    alhamdulillah, good for you sis :)
    Allah works in mysterious ways <3

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  11. L.IJune 28, 2012 at 1:18 AM

    sesungguhnya Allah bersama orang-orang yang sabar . sabar biarlah selalu , kelak Allah sentiasa pegang hati kita . be strong sis .

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  12. AnonymousJune 28, 2012 at 6:57 PM

    sandy dear, reading about ur story make me really syg u, evendo kita xpernah jumpa, sabar ea syg... Allah really syg2 u to uji u like this... im sor happey w the recent news about u... hehe.. u knw wat i mean kan? insyaAllah, may Allah pertemukan kita bila2 ameen..
    take care my sis <3

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  13. The Rocking HijabJune 28, 2012 at 7:22 PM

    @anonymous:

    reading the word 'syg' that keeps popping out over and over gave me a warm feeling inside, and thanks for that. :) :) :)

    thanks for being happy with that 'news'. :) i assume u're one of the guests? heh. kalau dtg nanti tegur la ek. :) :)

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  14. AnonymousJuly 1, 2012 at 4:59 PM

    i am not of the guest unfortunately, (; just 1 of my collegemate so, mcm smuaorg mcm tau..haha
    xpe insyaAllah, maybe kite akn jumpa di program2 ke in the future... hehe.. insyaAllah,
    my prayers will always be w u guys..
    ameen2
    take care my sis^^

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