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Leaving.

I have been thinking a lot lately and one of the reasons that made me choose to do this is because of the fact that I am still human with limits. Some might try to discourage me from making this decision but I have made my mind and I am officially leaving the blogosphere(cliche, but that's the only word I can think of right now) for good. 

I may seem selfish because as some of you have said, "You are inspirational" though I do feel like adding 'somewhat' before the third word.

I have been postponing this decision since like, forever and it started to peak from the moment the book starts to form. I have to say this decision is solely due to the book but not quite because there are other factors of current that made me to reconsider this long forgotten decision. 

I valued my family more than everything, and I don't want my blog to be the reason of future misunderstandings between us. I don't care if my name will be forgotten, or my stories chucked off because I am simply 'non-existent' anymore. I just don't want go back again and I pray that I will not have to face it again. 

I am doing this to protect my family from some of you vultures who feeds on other people's miseries by spreading gossips about my family so that you can stay being the story providers for people of your likes. 

Yes, people will talk but I just want to stop being the provider for the story.

As usual, only Allah knows how I feel about the whole ordeal and this will be the final and the only post to present and future visitors who happen to trip onto this blog.

It has been great being able to share my thoughts with you guys but it is time for me to put a halt to this blog. 

Salam alaykum and peace out.

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  1. AnonymousAugust 10, 2013 at 1:20 AM

    assalamualaikum sis. it is good to start evrything again.

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