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Hanya jalanNya yang pasti. Kita hanya mampu merancang. ~the road to oblivion by robertmekis



Thank you for the kind words and support you shown me.

However, quite a few people disagreed with my decision on telling my father earlier than expected. But hey, if it's God will, no one can obstruct the path He has made, which existed before we are even born.

"Kenapa cakap awal2? Tengok dah jadi macam ni. Hmm, benda dah jadi. Tak boleh nak cakap apa dah."

I'm quite stung by this comment. Kita yang kena benda ni pun tak kecoh lebih-lebih, kenapa awak pulak nak marah-marah? Pelik, pelik.

For your information, i have expected this to happen for a while now. Because the same thing happened to me when i decided to revert. The original plan is to revert after i graduated, after i start working, after i made my own money. But instead, i reverted 6 years earlier, subhanALLAH. So are you going to be mad at me to come back to ALLAH early?

Its as if your guest suddenly appeared at your house earlier than expected and then you shoo-ed them away.

Maybe you are worried for me, yes, i appreciate that but couldn't you find another way of expressing that without hurting my feelings?

I'm quite sad that you did not say this instead,

"InshaALLAH, ALLAH bersama kamu. Kerana ALLAH sebaik pelindung dan ALLAH sebaik penolong."

That WOULD comfort me far more than what you said earlier.

This shows how much we are still blinded by the worldly needs rather than focus on why we are made in the first place.


"Tidak aku menjadikan manusia dan jin kecuali untuk beribadah kepadaKu".


Do we not understand what ALLAH had said, or are we just pretending we never heard of it?

I'm HAPPY, that ALLAH chose me to endure this test. So do not worry about me. I'm in the care of the best hands, which is ALLAH's. So, even though what happens, no one, absolutely NOBODY can hurt me if ALLAH is by my side.

What I'm afraid of is if i did something that made Him turn away from me. If that happens, NOBODY can help me. Because if ALLAH turns away from me, that would mean the whole universe would turn away from me and then life would be apocalypse for me even before its time. Nauzubillahiminzalik.

I hope i will tsabat and istiqamah in this path i have chosen, no matter how thorny it would be.

Right now i'm reading 65 Gambaran Kehidupan Sahabat just to keep my strength UP.

InshaALLAH.


Remember, the original plan is never the original. -TRH-

The original plan is ALLAH's and we can never fight what He's destined for each and everyone of us.

May we realize that sooner so that we can be calm and patient in facing His tests. InshaALLAH.

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  1. Ikhwan NgSeptember 22, 2010 at 9:51 AM

    Salam...

    There's one more interesting book may help you. "Jangan Bersedih".

    Well.. It's us who made the decision, and Allah swt only who look after us. Only Allah swt knows the best. Wallahuallam.

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  2. ummufatihahSeptember 22, 2010 at 10:28 AM

    Salam Farah:

    "La Yukallifullahu Nafsan Illa Wus'aha"

    - Allah tidak akan memberatkan seseorang dengan ujian kecuali hanya yang mampu ditanggungnya sahaja-

    Ternyata Farah seorang yang kuat...

    Akak pinjam kekuatan itu sebagai semangat Akak - seorang Muslim yang masih tidak pasti setakat mana kekuatannya bertahan seandainya diuji dengan kesukaran...

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  3. ahongSeptember 22, 2010 at 12:49 PM

    Salam,

    Ya ya, I agree with Ikhwan thats a good book. But try to get the english one because the translation is much better.

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  4. BELLA HANNASeptember 22, 2010 at 2:17 PM

    Farah,don't worry about what others thought..it's you who Allah put the test on and i know that you will somehow pass this test successfully..the angels are there to pray along with you :angel
    aja aja fighting!! :e
    agak excited dgn icon2 di atas ini..:0
    your blog is so cute (baru realized) setiap contengan spt anak panah etc etc boleh ditekan..mcm mana nak buat ye?
    *maaf..lari topik*
    whatever it is,keep hold on sis! :d

    ~kita fikir kenapalah Allah bagi ujian bertimpa-timpa kat kita seperti panas terik then dapat hujan lebat pulak,rupanya Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi:rainbow~ :)

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  5. Cahaya Kegembiraan dan KesyukuranSeptember 22, 2010 at 5:44 PM

    to Bella:

    entah. ni ready made blog so dah mmg ade. yup2, sy suke bnde comel. :D

    inshaALLAH i will be steadfast in this path i've chosen. ;)

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  6. Rei L Ðan‡e™September 22, 2010 at 6:49 PM

    Assalamualaykum

    oh zuhudnya kamu ni :)

    "Allah redha kepada mereka dan mereka redha kepada Allah."
    (Surah al-Bayyinah: Ayat 8).

    yakin dan istiqamah yek ^^ ingat Allah sentiasa dekat dengan kamu :D Dia lah pelindung yang hakiki dan tempat bergantung x de yang lain selain Dia sahaja untuk dijadikan perlindungan , doa byk2!!!! ^^(50:16)(2:186)(29:41) ~

    orang baik2 ni ending die pun baik2 je insyaAllah ~ x)

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  7. AnonymousSeptember 22, 2010 at 7:43 PM

    "Innallaaha idzaa ahabba abdan ibtalaahu." - apabila Allah mengasihi seseorang tu, nescaya Ia akan mengujinya.

    inshaallah, Allah sentiasa bersama kamu dan mengasihi kamu/kita. :)

    sekadar perkongsian dr seorang wanita utk wanita.. :)

    http://azzariyat.com/blog/2010/09/22/untuk-wanita-yang-kucintai/#more-5361

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  8. Raihan MahmoodSeptember 23, 2010 at 7:21 AM

    Salam..
    Dijemput untuk membaca satu article mengenai Islam, ditulis oleh one of my friends. very nice!

    http://www.facebook.com/notes/mujahid-amar/untitled/452206508816

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  9. Kisah Aku...September 23, 2010 at 11:36 AM

    assalamualaikum..
    baru jumpa blog ni...exited plak baca..hihi
    tahniah tahniah tahniah...u are the chosen one=)

    istighfar byk2 dlm hati...senang sgt syaitan tu nak masuk dlm hati manusia kan..(reminder for me also)

    sabar sabar sabar...."orang yg paling kuat di antara kamu adalah org yg dpt menahan rasa amarahnya" u know that right=)
    Ukhwah fillah..go!go!go! ya ukhti=D

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  10. A muslimSeptember 29, 2010 at 2:17 PM

    Salam Farah, I recommend you to watch Suhaib Webbs' talk 'build our iman' if you have time, i think it'll help you and everyone who follows you blog...

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