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Thank You!


I remember my early moments as a Muslim. Now all of that to me were just a recollection of naivety and optimism.

As life goes on, things become harder and some I feel so unbearable that I prayed for Him to let me be for a while, to let me go on my training wheels for a while, to give my own space etc.

But now I understand why, despite my frustrations for not being able to recite the Quran fluently even though it's almost 4 years now, despite feeling I have achieved nothing to prove to my parents that Islam is not a degrading religion, despite not being able to be with my brothers and feeling the distance as we grow more and more apart from each other, I still could go on, and live and most important, I survived.

I realized now that life isn't what I can do to make it better, but life is what I can ask of Allah to make it the best life that He intended for me.

To those who have followed me since the beginning of this blog, I hoped I have grown through every difficulties and may Allah bless all of you for always being there throughout my journey.

Sincerely, I wish to express my gratitude and that, I love you guys. Big time.

Wish I can do something to do that but yeah, prayers would suffice maybe?

Again, thanks for rooting for me.

Thank you so much.

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  1. Faiqah UmairaMarch 8, 2013 at 6:56 PM

    Alhamdulillah :)

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  2. nadiahMarch 8, 2013 at 8:12 PM

    Salam wbt NuFas :)

    I'm so happy reading this post ! So much optimism mashaAllah . Hope you'll continue to be strong.

    I'll keep you in my du'as from far :)

    ps : Would really love to meet you one day, ukhti ! :D

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  3. A.March 8, 2013 at 11:28 PM

    May I ask you how you learn to read the Quran? Ikut kelas ke sendiri2?

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    1. The Rocking HijabMarch 8, 2013 at 11:38 PM

      Sendiri2. From friends la masa awal2 tu then ada jugak sekejap dengan ustazah here n there tapi x tetap la. That's why lambat uhu. Now memang completely SDN BHD. huhu

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  4. ateyyyyMarch 9, 2013 at 7:12 AM

    Alhamdulillah sister :)
    Macam kata-kata Imam Ghazali ;
    "tiada apa yang mungkin atau akan berlaku adalah lebih baik dari apa yang telah berlaku"

    Everything that happens, IS the best :)
    Believe that Allah is giving you the best, you'll always be, smiling :)

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  5. Mek OnieMarch 9, 2013 at 8:01 AM

    Alhamdulillah ya ukhti...happy for u... semoga mendapat barakahNya..

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  6. Timah In The HouseMarch 9, 2013 at 11:41 PM

    Really hope to see you and share everything with you
    Maybe one day perhaps? :)

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