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Qalu, "RabbunAllah!" thumma istiqamu!


I just did my first planking for 2 minutes and I feel like I've been jogging for 30 minutes. I did it in two halves so one minute each with a few seconds rest in between(more like panting, gasping for air). I feel that I need to strengthen myself which is the sole reason I'm starting on this exercise. It's worth the pain. Give it a try. 

(pausing because my arms hurt like hell)

So. This morning I received a call from Aisyah Syakirah(she's a famous vlogger in case you didn't know) and we were chatting and all when I suddenly felt the urge to tell her about my inner conflicts regarding my book. Basically all anxiety is far reduced now. Alhamdulillah. I just need to see the bigger picture I guess.

Sometimes, I feel that I don't get why people are flocking to my blog just to read what I write. I feel useless as a Muslim and I feel so lacking in knowledge that I feel that my entries are of no benefit to the people who reads it. But I guess, it seems that I am the only who felt that way. I guess I just underestimated myself a lot.


41:30
Indeed, those who have said, "Our Lord is Allah " and then remained on a right course - the angels will descend upon them, [saying], "Do not fear and do not grieve but receive good tidings of Paradise, which you were promised. {Fussilat, 41:30}

May Allah bless our efforts as daies, each and every one of us, no matter in what aspect we are doing it.


41:33
And who is better in speech than one who invites to Allah and does righteousness and says, "Indeed, I am of the Muslims." {41:33}

And also, I have decided to write EVERYDAY because it doesn't mean that I should insert Quranic verses or talk about the syariah of the Deen to benefit people. I was reminded by her that it can be that I write about myself living my life and it would be as beneficial, maybe not in my perspective, but perhaps for others.

InshaAllah.


I will try my best to adhere to my promise! Yoshhhh!

yesss crazy rabbit

Comments

  1. Hi assalamualaikum

    We are given a drop of His knowledge, nothing to be proud of compare to one eye that we have

    fine regards

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  2. Best advice is write for yourself... stuff starts getting complicated with others!

    You make me feel bad... I can barely hold a one minute plank. My faces will scare you. :D

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    1. LOL. To be honest, I felt like I just died when I was done. It was really exhausting for a first time. :)

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