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The Rocking Future


Know that when I'm writing this, I was just done reading the part of drug-drug interactions for NSAIDS. And know that I write like how I would talk in real life, which explains a lot for my style of haywriting(haywire+writing) don't you think? Oh and just for the record, someone once told me to move to vlogging but no, though how chatty I can be, I will not do that. I have my own principles. 

So anyway, I sometimes plan for my future whenever I can because most of the time, I'm either busy trying to catch up with my studies or well...catching up with my studies. I just wish I can have the conscience to not feel like rushing whenever I'm reading a good book. Which is why I like going back to Seremban so much because that is the time when I can actually focus on my other portion of the brain and enjoy some family time. 

Family, aren't they just great? Well, some I guess. 

So, coming back to the subject of the future. Truth is, I would rather sit at home and focus on home making but I don't know how I will be able to do that against the norm that might look at me while cringing if they know about that. I don't know if this is very rare but I did meet a few moms who actually hold a degree and when I say degree, I mean engineering, overseas products, graduates with MDs etc, but chose to work as a teacher or stay at home to focus on homemaking. One of the sisters that I met opened up a kindergarten even though she was an Oz bound graduate with a degree in accountancy. 

I might just do that but I don't know if I will actually do it. 

Despite what people think, when I say this out loud, I don't wanna work just for the sake of making my hard earned degree worth it. Even now when I study, I enjoyed studying for the course but I just cannot imagine the prospect of me becoming a dentist. And to be honest, it wasn't my dream to become a dentist. 

I love talking and whenever I was invited to give talks or sharing,  I feel so enthusiastic and I never even prepared a script because I always made sure to deliver my message to my audience from the bottom of my heart. This somewhat gave me another thing to think of and yeah, perhaps I might be a lecturer just so that I can have a reason to talk in great length.

But of course, family must comes first. I really don't want them experiencing the same kind of childhood. I never want them to feel neglected and unneeded. Never ever.

So yeah, my future is still blurry at the moment but at least I know what I would like to do. It's just a matter of time I guess.

Setting fire to the rain. Now that's logic.


Salam Jumu'ah and peace out~



ps: My second last sentence has nothing to do with anything, be it alive or the undead. Just felt like writing it. I love that song btw.
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  1. A.April 12, 2013 at 12:59 PM

    Vlogging is just a bandwagon everyone is jumping into... So don't! Unless you really want to, of course.

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  2. A.April 12, 2013 at 1:02 PM

    And F.Y.I., my mom and both my aunts hold degrees and they are all home makers. And I think one of my friend's mom pun got an overseas degree and quit her job. My mom and one of my aunts both graduated from overseas, so it's common and it's OK and it's actually very cool to not work and focus on family. I'm thinking of doing the same thing, to be honest :)

    Education and a job are two different things. Having a good education doesn't mean you have to work based on that education. You can work as a mom, that's the coolest!

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    1. The Rocking HijabApril 12, 2013 at 6:39 PM

      Wow~ Really? That's really an admirable and a very respectable decision. :) I feel so happy reading this because women in my family don't really think that way. They're all either a workaholic or a home maker because they stopped studying after Form 5. Perhaps I can be the first to change how they view housewives. :)

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    2. A.April 12, 2013 at 8:08 PM

      Well, my grandparents were against all three of their daughters not working too. But after the first one, one by one they all stopped working so I guess my grandparents have come to accept it. Hehe. It depends on what you want, actually. I still really want to be a doctor, but we'll see how it goes. I just can't imagine how on earth I can take care of any children if I work since I don't have good 'working mother' role models who are close to me...

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